Please Join me!!!!!

Quitting is not an option after quitting I pmod for three more times after relapse and I cannot believe I am still alive . How can I be still alive . God is not killing me . Maybe he is giving me another chance . If I die like this I would definitely go in hell. And here if live like this it would be more worse than hell . I don't know what to do . P and M are fake but they feel like so real . It is a test which I failed. I damned myself . I f..ked myself . I fd mylife . I have no power no confidence no handsomeness no courage my exams are something which I f..ked up. I was looking at my little sister playing outside the house . I would have gone too . But my intentions were never correct . I suffered all this because of leaving you guys . I would have never left you guys in the first place . I promise I will never leave or quit ever again . Because quitting is the worst thing you can ever do .My spine is paining badly . I cannot even how much destruction I have caused to myself including time wasting. Mentally I am completely consumed by my enemies . Crying is not an option . Pls hate me but just let me in the team for once again . My promise is something on which now even I don't believe . I have let not only you people or my friend TheRunner87 down but my parents too . Maybe I donot belong to them I am a waste . I am downcast and falling deep into the pit .
Do not give up bro!! I have been reading most of your threads from day one and I saw how much growth you have made. Sure you failed but I know you will be able to get back up with even more fierceness than before. You have been a source of great encouragement to us all throughout our journey. You are the man, you are in control. Don't forget that!!
 
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I am doing great . Maybe going through flatline . .
Tip: it's not about longer streaks . It's about how much can you control . It's about how much can you fight . Those who struggle 3 times a day are able to get more practice out than us . In this no one is acceptable to give . Men stand up and reclaim your positions . We are the rulers not the slaves . We are meant to control not to be controlled . We are meant to succeed . Failures are just a step ahead to success. The more you fight the better it gets and the more confident you get.
Tip: It's pure energy . Don't waste it for fake pleasure . Wait until it is converted into power .
 
Do not give up bro!! I have been reading most of your threads from day one and I saw how much growth you have made. Sure you failed but I know you will be able to get back up with even more fierceness than before. You have been a source of great encouragement to us all throughout our journey. You are the man, you are in control. Don't forget that!!
Thanks fighter! I appreciate your encourageness . Keep fighting with us .
 
Fast tip: rebemember there are two things your brain your mind . Your brain infects by PMO . Your mind makes you guilty when you do it . Your mind power is around 15 percent and your brain power is 85 percent . Thats why it is useless to fight your brain don't fight the thoughts escape it cuz it is our only option. And remember your hands are always in your control
 
idk what to do right now , i feel its the kind of life style who make me start porn
well i dont care , im going to make some sport ( even if i dont sleep
Dajimbo congrats bro you deserve to be proud you 100 percent deserve to be proud . I am proud of you . Keep it up . You are on 1 st position right know . Don't loose your position .

its not a race :) , im not first . We all are First until a Relapse
Make me so happy to see all of you fight against PMO , and doing a great job !!!

Also yeah i did some sport , musculation ... it was soo good ^_^the key is to FORCE yourself . and it give me ''energie'' :O ( when i do 8min - 15 minute session , push up ... then when i cant do 1 more push up i do it on mi knee .. and then on the wall ( it sound stupid but it make you muscle work
 
Day 14 --
So close to my first phase now. :)
To quickly recap, I have broken down my long journey into 15 days phases. This is my longest streak so far in last 14 yrs.:)

Few things I have learned so far :
- Mind can be fooled. It is gullible, too. It believes anything you want it to believe. So, always keep check on what is passing through it.
- Listen carefully to wise men (i.e. Fapstronauts :)) who share their experiences. There is always a gem of advice which you need in that desperate moment.
- Never underestimate power of your determination. Never doubt for a single moment if this is worth it. Just remember how miserable you were when you started this and how hard you have strived to get this far.
- From what I have read and through my limited experience, It is normal to have mood swings during reboot. You may feel anxious, angry, depressed. Whenever it happens, just start reading all the blogs, vblogs, posts and soon you will understand what you're going through.

I read each post on this thread and feel blessed everyday that I found this place in my most miserable moment.
May you all find strength in your desperate moments.
 
Relapsed yesterday on the 4 day but not giving up starting all over again.
Day 1 completed.
I am going to make small goals. Let's make it through Day 2.
 
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