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@Purplehazeee...........please stop being angry. You started this thread which has helped and inspired many. Though I've never met the fact that you're here working on yourself says alot. I'm older than you by 28 years. My experience? There are no "normal people " in life. Even known people 10,20,30 years older than me that are addicted,angry and insane. Not to mention most of society is crazy anyway thinking that a new car,vacation, new smart phone, bigger house,more money will make them happy. Be good to yourself. Love yourself and this present moment. That's where true happiness and also something of the miraculous can be found. In the sublime moments of the everyday experience. Only that day dawns to he who is awake. Love you man! Play guitar!
 
Purplehazeee said:
Very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very angry I want to launch this fucking phone at a brick wall I did not relapse but im mad at myself for wasting 5 years of my life im a 20 year old fuck up and now all I can do is hope I can become normal and stop trying to hide from everybody the whole fucking world I said I was going to stop smoking weed at the beginning of this thread but never did yesterday I did not smoke at all instead I did meditation for 30 minutes and I reset my no pmo days back to 1 yesterday to start on the same day of stopping smoking even though I did not relapse. I have to say I am very angry and depressed right now and all I can do is hope meditation will save me and make me normal again from my personality to the way I walk and my appearance I know for a fact no girl would want me and I would not be able to socially converse with anybody because my brain is fucked, I hope the universe will make me normal and beautiful through meditation please god heal me.
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Mate, you have the very right and reason to be angry. All of us are angry for wasting our lifes and moments into the worthless PMO. But this anger is the drawing line towards freedom, we wasted 5 or 10 or 15 yrs but we dont have to waste our 30 next years or so on earth, we dont even have to waste one more moment because we never know when we will die.

I'm sure you can make it through it bro, we are here all with each other, giving hand and shoulder till the crossing line, till the end
 
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Hi guys!!!
this is my first time and I'm in my 24th day. I really want a full 90 days reboot, finally I found the real cause of my ED and lost sensibility. No problem avoid P after I realized the truth, it's harder not to MO. We will see what will happen!!! Is normal that I'm thinking so often that maybe is time to rewire when I know that don't do it yet will be the best choice??? :p
 
@alvinsurya @PKitonga @fespo @Superman64 @TheRunner87 @Phoenix333

Awsome work everyone ;) , keeeeeep going :)
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Oh guys, I was offline for so long because I have fallen. Relapsed 4 times in one day (binged). But I'm sure that you can't get to the top if you didn't touch the bottom. Of course, I will continue to fight and all, but what is interesting: I wasn't angry or depressed at all this time. Something just broke inside me. Now I don't see PMO as any kind of pleasure (as I always did), but as pure pain, weakness, lies. I'm not holding myself now - I have access to unfiltered web from my notebook (tho I have K9 on PC and turned off my phone). I can watch porn, I can fap easily - but I don't want this time. It's just disgusting. It's just a waste of everything. It doesn't make sense at all, like drugs: you get some pleasure for a short period of time - and you finally die in weakness and pain thanks to them. That's not what I want.
 
Looking forward to cold showers. Stay strong guys . I will start from where I fell. And then I will continue forward.
Tip:
learn how to handle discomfort . And cold showers are the best to start with.
 
Exterminator said:
Thanks man you too :) I was incredibley close to relapse last night just before bed but I didn't give in and today I am thanking myself for it :D
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That's the spirit mate . You do good you earn best . You do bad you earn worst.
Keep it up . It becomes continuously as you continuously fight it and it eventually fades away. No you weren't close to relapse . But your brain was forcing on you to Beleive the situation . Remember your hands are always in your control.
 
PKitonga said:
Going to the gym has really helped channel out the extra energy that I have. Urges to PMO are there but are minimal. Guys, you should really find something physical to do. It will help.
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Bro! I hundred percent agree with you . Channeling out energy is the best way to fight pmo with success . I will join swimming club next week . And looking forward to sprinting and increase my speed . Cuz it is one of my hobbies
 
I hope everyone is doing fine.

I believe quiting PMO is absolutely a learning process. Urges are mostly driven from thoughts and Day by Day controlling our sexual thoughts becomes easier. I suggest that we should learn deeply how our brain works because that will help us stay in control, i bought one book which I will start reading soon, it is called :

" Breaking the habit of being yourself" Joe Despenza
 
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