@Purplehazeee...........please stop being angry. You started this thread which has helped and inspired many. Though I've never met the fact that you're here working on yourself says alot. I'm older than you by 28 years. My experience? There are no "normal people " in life. Even known people 10,20,30 years older than me that are addicted,angry and insane. Not to mention most of society is crazy anyway thinking that a new car,vacation, new smart phone, bigger house,more money will make them happy. Be good to yourself. Love yourself and this present moment. That's where true happiness and also something of the miraculous can be found. In the sublime moments of the everyday experience. Only that day dawns to he who is awake. Love you man! Play guitar!