[ PMO -FREE 2019 CHALLENGE ] - three hundred and sixty five days without PMO in 2019

Daily check-in: on day 94.

 

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Day 93 today.

 

Wrapping up day 17.

Had to take a 1h30 bus ride to go somewhere and halfway the ride there was a cute African girl entering the bus and I told her to sit down and she did, next to me.

I started conversation even though I was tired but I tried.
She started opening up slowly but I made her day by chatting and teasing her but alas I didn't go for the nr but idc though. Trying to find my rapport breaking voice now

Day was good. Up to day 18

 

Daily check-in: on day 95.

 

Last Sunday I was obsessed about not
pmoing that i even dreamed of it the night before. But later that night i relapsed. What do i do?

 

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Checking in day 54/365 and I will definitely beat my own personal record of 57 days no PMO achieved in Feb 2019.

 

Check in.

 

Checking in, day 94. I came pretty close to PMO today but didn't do it. After 94 days I am not yet cured, but great progress so far!

 

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lets try dears

 

Daily check-in: on day 96.

 

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Day 95 today!

 

Today was a shitty day... had a funeral session early afternoon but couldn't manage to sleep 5 hours before hitting the gym, and when i got home from the funeral i tried to sleep again but AGAIN it failed... then we went to a restaurant (my parents and me), afterwards i went to meet with a girl i used to know (dumping her) and when going home i realized i didn't have my wallet with me.

So i called card stop and then i found out my wallet is at home... so my card is blocked forever for no reason....

RIP me & about to hit day 20 again... been too long

 

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