The 5th June maybe was my worst day ever! I relapsed again and now I‘m feeling kind of depressed. I felt so comfortable without PMO and was so convinced that I can do this... but then... well... Curse you 5th June!
Well, on day one, day zero really ... I haven't orgasmed from fapping in a long time, over 200 days. However, I just had a binge yesterday, of edging, which induced me, to stay pm free, going on this challenge for 90 days. I seriously need to reboot. The good news, is that these last hours, I have been in a constant state of flow, which is ironically, what I have been wanting to have in my life, since I have been lacking focus and easily distracted. It is starting to feel good, slowly, but I can feel the good dopamine, from the reward on focusing on things that are good for me, slowly, slowly trickling in.
I'm down! I've started my 60-day abstinence from PM recently, so this thread is perfect for my goals!
Ready to restart for a porn free June. Trying to think of some reward that I can provide for myself at the end of the month. Any ideas?
NO TO PMO started on 9th June, 19. hard mode on!!! thanks for the wonderful information on the INFO PAGE.!!!!
https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/the-spartan-challenge.236503/ Made a new challenge for 90 days. Open for everybody
2 days in I feel so good! I feel calm, confident, and surprisingly more extroverted. Keep going strong guys!
