Like I'm regaining control over myself. That's the way I would put it. I am not 100% there, urges still come, but unlike before, I have been able to do what my will wants, not what my body demands. Some days are worse than others, that's for sure, but being part of this community and knowing I am not alone in this struggle has certainly helped. After almost 20 years of masturbating, 90 days will most likely not be enough to get me cured, but is it a good start? Heck, yeah!
Hi everyone, 46 days I’m heading for 90, feeling calm and not anxious for the first time in a while. Even when it seems like a waste of time if you push through the rewards are there I promise.
I am not going to allow myself to masturbate, view porn and orgasm for at least one month. My goals are: To spend my time more wisely instead of masturbating and watching porn (spend quality time with gf and improving myself spiritually) To be more healthy (especially sexually and psychologically) To view females more objectively and respectfully To truly enjoy making love with my wife in 4 years time
May is the month. My mantra which has helped me the last couple of days. Hopefully will get me over the 3 or 4 day wall. I am starting in hard mode, but that is really only due to circumstance! haha If I meet a lady that I like and have a true connection with then I am not going to turn down the opportunity. I realise that hard mode will provide a better reboot. It has been far far too long. I feel like porn may be a big factor in me wasting away my potential. I need to build the life that I want and am happy living. Remove depression and fatigue. I realise just abstaining from porn will not be a magic pill, but I am hoping it provides a major step and boost. A long way to go though. Several failed attempts a the 21 day challenge, which I am currently on. If I make 21 days it will be an all time record. The whole of May would be a true step in sorting out my life and priorities. Be strong everyone. May is the month.
I am committed for Hard Mode for May! I will post here like crazy on a daily basis and keep everyone aware of my progress. Joined here today and I wish to get myself rid of this. Looking forward to winning this May challenge
I’m in I relapsed 2 days ago without porn. And I relapsed 12 days ago with porn. Hoping to carry on to June with no pmo going for hard mode. But just as important for what I’m giving up is what I’m bringing in to my life. A solid routine of meditation, exercise and eating well. It’s going to hard to beat my temptations. But I really believe I can do it this time. But I’m doing it to create a better life for my future self.
Now have a bet in place with a friend who has alcohol issues. Who can go the longest. Me without P, and him without booze. Actually felt my body react in not a good way when we finalised it. Sickly feeling in my stomach. That is not good! Feeling confident at the moment. May is the month.
I am also commited for 90 days hard mode. Hadn't have a PMO free month since many years (now 25 years old).
If it's not a problem i follow this challenge. I started nofap-hard mode in 04.29. This is 3rd time trying to stop this addiction. I hope I can handle myself in May...
Day 3......so happy to be part of this forum as all these years I thought I was the only one stuck in this circle of porn addiction....mine even grew worse for the past two years as I find myself wanking more than 10 times in a day..
I am ready for the may challenge. I want to make it for the next. month , and the next month and then for a year. Thank u all guys for being there.
