Porn Addiction Since 8 years old

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  1. RolZaval

    RolZaval Fapstronaut

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    I've watched porn since I was 8 years old and masterbated every time. Now I'm 17 and want to quit doing this. I've
    always watched straight porn but when I was 14 years old I escalated to shemale porn and it has given me bad anxiety and I have been questioning my sexuality. I always felt guilty after watching that type of porn but now I don't even feel that guilt. I have been trying to stop this whole year and have relapsed after a couple weeks. After every relapse I feel very disappointed with myself and feel like I got no hope in recovering. I need help to end this addiction I want feel normal again.
     
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  2. tout ça pour ça

    tout ça pour ça Distinguished Fapstronaut

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    hi,
    it is a difficult and arduous journey, but you will feel like you again. This is a very common experience. You ll find a lot of help an support here, but you ll also need to allow your own process to occur. It will take some time but thats ok, mistakes will happen, thats ok too. welcome.
     
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  3. RolZaval

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    Thanks man I will be on this page everyday and will try my best to recover.
     
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  4. TheDarkNite

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    Ok check this out. Shemale porn is produced for heterosexual men. I read that in a book about porn addiction. What is happening in your mind is that your addiction is escalating. Your brain wants images that are are more extreme, so you can get the dopamine rush. It just proves how bad porn really is. Be careful because you may begin to look at some very bad stuff. You can do it, stay strong bro.
     
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  5. RolZaval

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    Thanks for that information man really helps out a lot and yea I really need to stop watching this before I end up worse. Thanks for help bro, cheers.
     
  6. PsycheMagician

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    Thanks for sharing, mate. Keep clean and you will be Ok. I know this is very hard, i struggle with this too, but we can do it. Stay strong, brother.
     
  7. RolZaval

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    Nice to know bro, I've been 7 days clean and feel much better after getting help on this page. Let's keep it up and get this over with. Cheers
     

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