Porn: I'm 39 old male....

It's 39.....
My libido suddenly disappear.....
I want to write a lot actually....in this thread...but I'm starting NOFAP since seven years ago....I've read a lot watched a lot...tried a lot...now I'm going to write something....
I can't do NOFAP because I can't do semen retention....I always failed in doing that....
so this is my conclusion.....
"Life is an experience...
you don't always get what you want...
but you will learn along the way
the meaning of succcess
success is just what others think of you....
because for me time is now, and not yesterday
or tomorrow....so for me there is no such thing
as success....for me the present moment is eternal....
so that's why the relapse that I did just now is eternal....
there is no 90 days later...there is only now, now that
I have relapsed....ejaculating my energy....
there is no tomorrow....or yesterday...there is no later...
or the past..there is only now...and now is eternal.....
so you can't name something that can't be named....
namaste....

 

500 days no porn no masturbation is a bogus...I just can't change what button should I pushed to delete the counter that's all...