Porn Is Devil

Remember these feelings, remember how horrible you feel, remember what it does to you, remember how it drains you from all the things that are good in your life, your energy, your emotion, your sleep, your health, your mind, you.

Take these memories, and let them fuel your willpower, willpower to shoot this damn addiction in the head, and to be free from it.
Willpower to crush it, to choose to let it starve, burn out, and fade away.

I know its difficult, but try not to beat yourself up about it too much, it makes it harder to break the cycle; instead, try to remember what led up to your relapse, and think of ways to avoid it in the future, think of things you could go do instead of PMO, write new paths in your brain so to speak.

Porn is one of the most toxic and most foul things in this world, you are better and deserve better.
Remember this brother; I will pray for you.

 

Guys don't click this if you are not stable in a reboot. It contains nothing triggering in the box it is just the title of a documentary on Netflix that may not be ok for many people to watch.

I do feel stable. I am consuming positive media. But I have been hooked on this guy's material since I was a young teen. I mean it is common to visit his material during a bad relapse for me. I need to see into his demented psyche to paint a clearer picture (this docu is undoubtedly biased to show him as favorably as possible). His ego is sickening and he views himself as a "legend" and the "god of porn". Dude is a savage monster that has dehumanized more teen girls than I can literally count and that shit haunts some of them to this day. There is a shot of what looks like his penis in the dark for the opening scene and the first words out of his mouth are "I paid the price with my existence to become a legend, I used to dream of the devil when I was young and begged him to make me famous". I did hear he had some early trauma in life with his mom walking in on him masturbating and encouraging him to continue which turned into him seeking to treat females more and more brutal and turn them into human sex toys.

Spoiler

Rocco

 

Alright some final thoughts.

I don't believe these powers outside our mind are what control or determine our choices and future.

No I think the power of our own mind is what determines where we end up in life. I also think even the devil deserves to be pitied and so I hold nothing personal against even the devil himself. Just a troubled being caught in the nets who deserves kindness as hard as it may be to offer. The least I can do is say damn, the devil didn't make you do anything that you didn't want to.

 

I turned it off before like 2 and a half minutes. I don't recommend it. The first 2 minutes of what he has to say is eye opening however and he exclaimed his porn persona held him hostage and he is retiring. He said the devil is between his legs I shit you not.

 

I am gonna stamp this thread with something and then I am out of it for good, don't mind me.

 

So what are we going to do about it?

Porn is so huge now it can be likened to a monstrous legion.

This isn't about one devil here if you ask me.

 

Sure. But I cannot make your choices for you.