Porn is suddendly disgusting me

I thought to be the last person in the world to say something like this. But porn is kinda disgusting me now. I am impressed, I used to be an enthusiast for extreme/freaky content. And now I am no more. All the violent pornography I was so much addicted to does not do the trick anymore. Hopefully this is a sign that I am slowly going back to normality.

Watching porn has become to me nothing but a pitiful act. Masturbation can be part of my sexual being, but porn is not welcome anymore. To me it was necessary to experience 4 months of abstinence and one more month of binging to come to this conclusion.

Stay away from porn, don't touch yourself that much. Go out and make something out of your life. I will.

 

Your guess is right. I know it is dangerous and counterproductive to indulge in this kind of behaviour, but it has helped me to reframe my view on the problem. It is estranging to witness how my fetishes are not arousing anymore. I know that exposition to porn enforces bad habits, but I have come to realize that exposition just do that. It enforces, but it does not create emotional issues. In my case discomfort was preexisting and was able to thrive because of pornography; therefore I am currently working on the root of discomfort. NoFap is part of a path of self-improvement and I am willing to focus right now on other aspects. Still, you are right, I should just stop watching. No matter the scientifical/psychological curiosity, I realize that I am hindering my recovery. I am programming to start a new Hard Mode session in the future.

Same here, although I was addicted to transgendered person porn. Fortunately I started to embrace a new idea of manliness based on social, ethical and philosophical premises. This new view does not allow that stuff in my world anymore; watching some of it proved to me a greatly decreased interest, since that content doesn't align anymore with my needs as a man. Disgust was fighting with past memories linked to comfort. I now realize how comfort from pornography was just an illusion. Disgust is real.