Porn isn't even attractive or nice to look at, it's just your brain

For sure. Porn is despicable, and nasty. Weirdly enough, I even developed a fetish of girls peeing in the toilet overtime because of my masturbation addiction. I'm currently fifteen, and I'm on my six day of no PMO. I've been an addict since I was 7.

 

One day I was on YouTube on my uncle's computer (he was staying at my house at the time), and as I was watching a certain video, I happened to see a thumbnail of a video of lesbian Japanese chicks making-out. So I clicked the video, saw it, and got hooked. Then, before I went to sleep, I thought "Hey, why don't I touch my penis to the thought of that video to see how it feels." So I did, it feel amazing, and I got addicted ever since. With me stopping only a few times, over time, but then jumping back into the masturbation addiction.

 

Thanks for your support.
Thankfully I heard of this site from the internet back in early August.

Girls on the site would be so weirded out if they found out that fetish that I have that I mentioned earlier

 

Do not give in to your brain. It is trying to trick you, but you need to relax.

View the challenge from the perspective of someone who is not addicted.

The videos are fake and let's be real...your brain is trying to make the images you are fantasizing about seem much better than what it really is. It is not worth it. Do not give up your streak.

 

Yes, we need to realize that we aren't our addicted brain.

 

That's a good way of looking at it although it's not entirely 100% true, e.g. if you're a straight guy then you obviously enjoy looking at an attractive female and a naked attractive female is even better but beyond that, all the weird stuff we end up viewing is simply not the kind of thing we'd be naturally attracted to or seek out in real life. I mean before porn, when I was young, I never remember thinking how I'd like to watch two people have sex.. the thought never crossed my mind.. let alone all the extreme stuff beyond that. The only desire I had was to get a girlfriend and kiss a girl etc, not watch other people do it. Stopping porn for me is giving my brain a chance to rewire itself so I go back to that natural state.

 

They are getting younger and younger... I've probably, if my memory still functions, been addicted since I was 11 or 12. It didn't start as a full on porn addiction, but I would look at bikini girls and would edit images of woman to look naked, though no nipples because I was so young I didn't know what it actually looked like. But it didn't take to long for me to be getting into full on porn...

 

That's what's crazy about porn. It's nasty and disgraceful, but yet you can get easily hooked to it.

 

I've been hooked for about 7 years now, coming up 8 years this next year.

Long enough.

 

The only porn I got addicted to is girls peeing
But I've been an M addict for 8 years.