recover103
New Fapstronaut
so I was exposed to porn around 12 years old and was addicted to it by age 13-14 around that time I started with Omegle / Kik and I would always catfish because I was embarrassed and ashamed to use my identity years later I got into being a sub since I needed something more extreme and made videos I am truly ashamed of, I got catfished by guys a couple of times pretending to be a girl which made me even more ashamed it took down a dark rabbit hole of a sexting addiction I wasted all my teen years isolated because of this I lost sense of reality and became a zombie and then around 8 months ago I did something I'm truly ashamed of and contemplated suicide because of this, I sexted with a 13-year-old I was 21 at the time it happened only once not saying that makes it any better it sent me into a depressive spiral when I realized what I have done eventually I felt better and a couple of weeks ago it came back to me and the guilt is eating me alive I am now on nofab for almost 13 days please help