Porn & pnp (party and play)

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Thisguyyyc, Jun 12, 2017.

  1. Thisguyyyc

    Thisguyyyc Fapstronaut

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    Does anyone here have experience dealing with a growing addiction to both porn as well as pnp sex?

    I am a reliable, straightlaced, professional who is engaged in my family life, my partner, and even volunteer extensively in my community

    But then when my partner travels for work 15 days of the month something else takes over ... my past sexual issues and fetishes come up and before I know it, I've gotten very high, fucked some stranger for hours, made videos of us doing it, or jerked off for 24 hours to progressively dirty porn.. ending up with a throbbing swollen cock

    When I sober up I feel like shit and swear that will never happen again.. but then little by little the addiction takes over and I find I'm doing the same thing again

    Anyone else struggling with this?
     

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