Porn & Prostitute

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by Svsc, Jul 9, 2016.

  1. Svsc

    Svsc Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone,

    I never realize that I have porn addiction until I read the book "your brain on porn". I watched downloaded porn about 4 times a week, mostly when I want to masturbate (and it usually last about 10 minutes). Sometime I masturbate twice a day. My wife know about this because I told her so. We make love once a week, and I need more than that. Sometimes she even watched porn with me while we had sex.
    What bring me to the book ybop is not porn itself. Recently, I discovered about Asian Massage Parlor in my area, and I got hook on a girl there. She offered full service and I got so much pleasure. For about 2 months now, I visited that place once a week. Of course, my wife doesn't know about this. There was a strong urged that I need to have good time and I went even I knew that I'm going to be broke if I keep doing this. I'm also affraid that I caught STD and pass that to my wife. What if she find out about my secrete. I'm scared.
    I want to stop this. On my search about sex addiction, I found ybop. I read the book and realized that porn has affected my brain badly. I look at a woman and always see her as sex objective. I want to stop that.
    I read about NoFap on the book. Read through a lot of posts on the last few days and I want to stop PMO. I pray that I have a courage to stop watching porn and seeing prostitute. I love my wife more than anything in life and I believe that I can do this.
    Thanks for reading.
     
    Last edited: Jul 10, 2016
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  2. Mark A.

    Mark A. Fapstronaut

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    I am with you! Same thoughts here!
     
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  3. seadoo54

    seadoo54 Fapstronaut

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    If you drive past the massage parlor , find another way or direction , i did that to avoid adult bookstore/theater , if you have to pass by it , say a quick prayer to god or think of an achievement you or your sons received , you know you've been blessed with your sons through the act of sex and lovemaking this is a blessing from him , focus on that . Get tested if you engaged in unprotected sex , but the girls usually they only do the HJ . If test is negative forget the past move forward , get the porn outta your house & mind . Stop seeking it out , make love more with her focus on her needs keep trying .
     
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  4. Svsc

    Svsc Fapstronaut

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    The shop I went to offers full service. I will have a blood test just to be sure. Stop watching porn and hopefully I also stop the new addiction. I felt terrible in the last few days, just wanted to visit the AMP again but try not to. I felt much better yesterday. When decided to stop, I think I get more energy to fight with my urge.
     
  5. Svsc

    Svsc Fapstronaut

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    My wife only want to have sex once a week. She is not enjoying sex much eventhough I tried hard to please her. I wish I can have sex at least twice a week!
     

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