Porn sucks the pleasure out of everything

Hey guys,
Today unfortunately I relapsed. After 108 days I let my guard down and gave in.
And to tell you the truth, it was not at all worth it; ir never was.
I felt so guilty and horrible about what I had just done, even when I had just started the act and was still in it's addictive stage, I felt I had just thrown everything out the window.
However instead of just sitting down and just crying about my problem, I took a few minutes to talk it over with myself, and motivate myself to push on.
I got up that day and made sure to go socialise; go live my life as I would have done every other day. I did this as I am not going to let one relapse make my life any more miserable. This disease has already made my life so bad, but I am not going to let it win anymore; I am no longer going to be a victim.
Still, even though I encouraged myself to push on, I noticed that after my relapse, my general pleasure in everyday activities had been decreased dramatically. What used to excite me so much, I didn't even bother to give a chance.
This evidence proves to me that PMO does suck the pleasure out of everything; it is really truely horrible.
So with all of this information, I can now move forward, as I hope you all can.
Don't let this drug, this addiction rule your life. It can not, it will not control you.
No matter how hard it gets, push on.

Believe me, do what is hard now, in this case rebooting, and in the long run, life will become easier.
We can all do it, you just have to push on.
Good luck!