Porn types and are they all the same?

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Kligor, Dec 26, 2019.

  1. Kligor

    Kligor Fapstronaut

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    Hi people,i m wondering are all types of porn have same affect on someone who watch?(Of course everyone has different fetish or few)I want to say do femdom porn cause more damage than "Normal" vanila porn?
    -I have and seen some comments that femdom addiction is worse addict,because it can develop how time goes,or foot fetish or bdsm whatever fetish that is far ahead of vanila porn.
    -I myself agree that any fetish developed with porn over time can cause more problem than "Normal" one you started.
    -Last time when i have relapsed i have streak of 190 days,i watched femdom for about 30-40 minutes and i didn't touched myself or MO it was just P,and i need 3 days to feel something same state like before watching.What if i PMO at the end of that?Would i need 5-7 days to feel better after killing the streak of 190 days?
    --- I m femdom addict and i will write down things that happen with me when i relapse,and i would like if anybody would do same thing as me,to write down side affect of relapse(I wonder about other fetish addiction and would like to know is there just similiar things or all the same,do foot fetish,femdom,gay porn,lesbian porn etc have same affect to same people?Of course everyone works different so they will be difference).

    1.After relapse i feel like drained.
    2.My eyes looks less alive and less vibrant.
    3.I try to avoid eye contact(sometimes).
    4.I less enjoy when listening to music.
    5.I m something close to depression and maybe is,i feel sad.
    6.Easier for me to get angry and get rage attacks
    7.Losing the patience.
    8.Have less energy,that is very visible for me.
    9.Brain fog thats feel like dog xD
    10.Dark circles under eyes are more visible.
    11.I will be honest less desire to be alive.
    12.I would be jealous to someone who think they smart but they are fool(Really)have better job than me and doing nothing in life,when i m on streak i don't give attention to that,just desire everyone what they deserve.
    13.Feeling weaker,like i lose 5kg of muscles during the night
    14.Feeling mentally weaker too.
    15.No motivation at all,everything i do i do because i know it should be done,do it with hate.
    16.I don't care much if i m clean shave,do i have nice haircut,do i dress well.
    17.I would rather have fight and conflict with someone without some important reason than leaving fool and save myself from not important and good things.
    18.I m not sure about this one but i think smell bad after relapse i mean easier sweating and worse smell.
    19.It's easier for me to get cold.
    20.I m less immune to cold times and more sweat at hot times.
    21.I m not witty,like i have no reason for it,when im on streak i m funniest person i know.
    22.Like people lost part of respect for me,like they little ignore me,normally they respect me.
    23.I m tired almost any time at day,even if i sleep 8+ hours,when i m on streak i can sleep 4 hours and be full of energy,charisma,confident.
    They are maybe some things i have missed but that would be it.

    -What are your side affect after relapse?
     
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  2. Arnuld

    Arnuld Fapstronaut

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    1. Fatigue
    2. Brain Fog
    3. Depression
    4. Feeling like I had a hangover w out drinking
    5. Achy body
    6. Crazy dopamine cravings
     
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  3. Robbiebob

    Robbiebob Fapstronaut

    For me.... Just feeling of- - ho no, I've did it again again again & again of letting myself down after settling goals, guilty after this empty soulless activity... R.
     
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  4. fredisthebes

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    Lack of energy, for sure. However last few times I have relapsed I have felt full of determination to try again and do better, almost immediately. I need to work out how to tap into that determination without relapsing!
     
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  5. Robbiebob

    Robbiebob Fapstronaut

    Ho yes... Hear you load & clear my friend... R
     
  6. engelman

    engelman Fapstronaut

    In the last 4 years after my last streak of non PMO that lasted 5 months ... hmmm ... maybe I was a bit more grumpy sometimes ... that's all. I used to have a few of your symptoms, but that was because I used to spend a lot of time PMOing, not because of any genre.

    Most people here consider it something extremely dangerous but I think it's only because they don't want to accept they feel attracked to that genre (like if their manhood was in danger or something like that). I'm not ashamed to like femdom. I don't want to watch P anymore, but it will still be something I feel attracked to.

    The less you worry, the better things will go for you.
     
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  7. The need of more just ends me
     
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  8. Porn is porn.Doesnt matter if it is normal or hardcore.Better try to avoid watching porn.
     
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  9. fedmom

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    Please see a thread in my profile. If you do the swearing voice method enough the mental damage can be so severe that it can make you suicidal.
     
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