Positivity Shift

I want to say that before doing this... I was very down on myself and not very keen on life. I didn't have a get up and go to do anything, even the things that I used to love. I just sat around and watched TV or movies and never wanted to do much of anything else. I'm still a movie / TV buff, but I am much more social about it. I went to a movie last night with some friends for the first time since middle school.

I figured that I would never be much of anything before I started No PMO. I thought my degree was worthless. I didn't think much of my skills or natural abilities much because I was so down on myself.

No PMO has helped me to get to a point that... I wouldn't say that I'm 100% better right now, but I feel pretty damned good. I'm making friends genuinely for the first time since elementary school. That's how far back this all went for me. I feel very thankful that I came across all of this information.

I relapsed at 65 days last time. Now, I'm at 60 days after the relapse and I'm feeling so good. I don't even want any of that anymore. It's bullshit. It's a lie. They're just images.

 

I was so happy about having gone 60 days again. I ended up relapsing. Back to it, no more excuses.