Possible trans porn escalation because cams are for betas

I only really get fully turned on watching cams when the girl or women is really into it and starts talking to you or wanting to see other cams . I know it's pathetic. A lot of cams there is talking To a hot girl you would otherwise never speak to , and fluctuating between hard and soft . That's the pace girls take it on cams , that's not full arousal and it's probably unhealthy if you do it all the time , cams are for betas . I think escalation to trans is because the pace is different , you don't give a fuck about them and In regards to sexual simulation which I what this shit really is. It's a means to be a sexual aggressor but I'm a way to your core as a male , I'm not into submissive shit in regards to watching that type of porn it's weird whatever way this works in my brain, I'm not into males even because you might think it would be easier it think this escalation I an easy outlet . All and all the whole thing is not exactly healthy , cam girls who train you to lose your hard on unless she's legitimately into it and doesn't spend most of.the time ignoring . I realise how fucking creepy degenerate an beta cams are . I think that's why some people escalate to trans , which I even more fucked up