I don't necessarily believe that I have a porn addiction or addiction to masturbation. I see myself as a normal guy with a normal sex drive. However, I suffer from a rare condition called postorgasmic illness syndrome (POIS), which means that I suffer physical and psychological symptoms whenever I have an orgasm. I feel tension in my body and an uncomfortable feeling of warmth in my head. I also get brain fog, lose motivation and energy, and become depressive. These symptoms last about 1 day at their worst, linger for about 3 to 4 more days, then after that recovery period I feel like myself again. At first, I thought my symptoms were due to a porn or masturbation addiction, but I started to figure out that someone was wrong when I started attending Sex Addicts Anonymous meetings, and people there couldn't relate to the fact that masturbation made me physically feel like shit afterward. Is there anyone else here who becomes ill when they orgasm? I wouldn't be surprised if nofap had a larger than average representation of people with POIS. While I'm looking for treatments for POIS that will allow me to orgasm without symptoms again, I need to abstain in the meantime and I need help. I need to do nofap hard mode, or else I'm going to lose productivity due to experiencing symptoms. I want to be happy and feel like myself, and not live in an warm, depressing fog.