19y/o I've been watching porn since I was fourteen. All the guys I grew up watched porn and so it seemed like a very normal thing. It would be at least a couple times a week sometimes more sometimes less.I thought it was fine because at the end of the day I was anticipating that being sexual with a girl would be a way better experience. And it was just as amazing as I thought it would be when I had sex with my girlfriend for the first time at age 18. Had a great 2month run and I didnt even masturbate or watch porn once. That was until one day some family issues started giving me generalized anxiety disorder for the first time in my life and I failed to perform sexually for my girlfriend. And that happened again and again until she dumped me and told all her friends(shes kinda toxic ig) and word spread to my friends and I lost respect and became very lonely, anxiety worsened. Most of my close friends stopped associating with me and I turned to porn for a moment of sexual comfort and now it's been a year and I can't get an erection unless it's porn which worries me a lot. Hopefully this cite can get me through to a better place.