power369
Fapstronaut
I have been doing a good job at fighting PMO, but I think I'm in trouble with virtual exhibitionism. I just feel the need of showing myself in front of the cam, and i also find myself looking for other exhibitionists frequently. I got interested on a nudists lifestyle, but even if I'm not pursuing s3xual intentions / attempts, I feel that deep down it's just an excuse to show myself naked. I'm gay, and ofc I prefer to look for other like-minded guys. The problem is when this starts disrupting my flow and focus at the moment of working or doing other important things, it's like I'm crazy wishing to be free to be able cam. I tend to add friends, exchange pics, or cam, and after some time delete them. Not sure about how to deal with this. I have installed and uninstalled reddit several times looking for exhibitionist and nudists, I say that I will not be back doing the same thing but I just feel strong urges and it's a matter of time to get back at it. I feel that the stronger this behavior becomes itself, the closer I'm to get back on PMO, because the urges of showing evolves, so it can easily become in sexting.
What do you think that I can do?
(DM open btw, thanks in advance! I could be using this thread to update about my progress, but I would really feel comfortable on DM, maybe finding an AP. Also if you experiencing the same things or similar we can support each r other if you want)
What do you think that I can do?
(DM open btw, thanks in advance! I could be using this thread to update about my progress, but I would really feel comfortable on DM, maybe finding an AP. Also if you experiencing the same things or similar we can support each r other if you want)