Where I'm at: At around the 90 day mark, I realized I wasn't getting urges anymore (or at least not strong ones). The reason for that is because I stopped edging and went Monk Mode. A couple wet dreams during the next two weeks (was not happy about the second one I can tell you). Left me experiencing some issues I did not want, but ultimately I just said whatever it's out of my control, body is just doing something it naturally has to do. Energy at work is getting better. I have better vocal projection and am not suffering from this "whisper" voice/tired sounding me anymore. I also record myself on my laptop and do these video journals, and I've noticed a drastic increase in my strength and confidence projection compared to my last two videos. Could be a sign of recovery, and one that I'm more excited about. I'm looking forward to striking the "month 4" off my to do list in a few days. Here's to more progress.