Progression from Porn, to sexting, and to escorts...

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by SPW69002, Nov 26, 2019.

  1. SPW69002

    SPW69002 Fapstronaut

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    What's your experience? Did you find that that PMO at some point wasn't enough, that talking dirty with some anonymous person on Instagram was a bigger turn-on, did you ever move on to escorts to try to live out the porn fantasy in real life? I did. And it was a fucking disaster. Couldn't get it up with the escorts due to PIED, and then had someone on Insta send all my texts and videos to my teenage daughter and my wife, which needless to say brought my world crashing down...
     
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  2. fredisthebes

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    That's a terrible thing to happen all round. But hopefully it was the wake up call you needed to start the process of healing yourself.

    I never got as far as that but certainly wasted a lot of money on Camsites, phone lines and strip clubs once the regular P wasn't enough for me. Thankfully all that is long behind me.
     
  3. topjobm8two

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    This is a good opportunity to start recovery. You might as well be open about it if you haven't. Get therapy.
     
  4. Hold it in

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    Porn and sexting is about as far as I went. I did Masturbate a few times on different cam sites for chicks. Lots of horny girls out there, but haven't done that in a while.

    It is pretty exciting to have a woman watch you jack off.and tell you what to do, etc.

    But for some reason just lost interest in it
     
  5. Asgardian36

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    man....I can totally see myself in your situation, I have 30 more years to go. When I was 24 I thought i'd beat it when I was 27....I'm 28 now, I can't say for certain that I will be rebooted and live a healthy life even at age 35.

    Its never too late to get ourselves together. I can relate to you, Ive been on cam sites and I will probably be there again....the same with massage parlors, I will go there and jack off while they watch. its pathetic. I hope the best for all of us

    Godspeed! If you need an accountability partner, feel free to PM me. or post on my wall if you are having difficulty messaging me privately. Hope you serve as an inspiration to us all while you transform yourself.

    There's a saying....however low a man goes, there is still hope for him. I often relate myself to that man.
     
  6. Arnuld

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    Dude I’m really sorry this happened. Porn addiction is part of sex addiction. I know I escalated out of porn to more real world situations in my 20s and it was awful. All addiction is like eating a sugar coated turd. Looks great, tastes great at first, but the after taste is horrible.
     
  7. SPW69002

    SPW69002 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for all your support - I found this forum the day after I got caught, and it has been a huge help. I started therapy right away and it has been hugely helpful. My wife and I will be starting couples therapy shortly, and I know I will never watch porn again - it only leads to bad places for me, and I don't ever want to go there again. I was shocked back into reality - it took "hitting bottom" for me to wake the F up and get my life together. Life after PMO is infinitely better!
     
  8. OldSofa

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    I had a different, but also painful, experience. And more public than I would want, where I had to admit to friends and family what had been going on. Ugh. I get all the stigma of a person who cheated on his family. but ironically, I still haven't had O with anyone for years.
    My worry now is how to rebuild. Good luck to you, glad you are at least on here.
    Strength.
     

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