Hey guys, so I read the horrid effects of masturbating prone last December and decided to get rid of it for good, am more than a month into recovery and have gone through healthystrokes, this forum and several other reddit forums to try and sort the issue 'in hand'. Currently and even when I was masturbating prone I used to get a hard-on always, never masturbated the conventional way. When I used to masturbate prone and didn't knew about the issue, I had 2 attempts at having sexual intercourse with my gf but couldn't penetrate (decent enough hard on) as it being my first time and was nervous, second time lost erection thinking of the first time. I feel prone was the major cause of it. Now my difficulty is try to masturbate the regular way, I tried looking at porn in the past 1-2 days (30-40 mins of my fav porn), had a really good hard-on but just couldn't ejaculate or feel sensitivity (need softer hands perhaps) when trying to masturbate and lost erection thinking of the prone issue. Is there any guide to help masturbate the regular way? People advised using flesh-light and am thinking of buying a vanilla fleshlight which could get me accustomed to real life scenarios. Any help is welcome!