modern milarepa
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Counter: 383 days no PMO, semen retention.
I just gave a deep thought about this subject. It's going to be controversial. If your religion it's against sex out of marriage, only meant for procreation, you are a very moralistic person this thread it's not for you. You have been warned.
I always loved the idea of brahmacharya or celibacy since a little kid, I dreamed about living without sex all my life. So I was celibate most of my life. Out of choice.
At 25 years old I lost my virginity to a prostitute. Why? Because I was under extreme stress and having difficulties studying and sleeping, my father he is a taoist practitioner said I need to have sex and recommended a prostitute. I was hesitant because I love being celibate I respect his judgment and I had sex with a young college girl escort, my performance was amazing I never felt the need to ejaculate and I didn't ejaculate at all. The girl was captivated by me she asked for my number and wanted to date me, she called me several times. I must confess I felt some pride because an escort a model looking girl was attracted to me, wanted to date me for free and become my girlfriend. We didn't take things further my father told me it wasn't a good idea. I trusted him and also I didn't know anything about girls back then.
After sex I felt a calm I haven't felt in years I slept, studied better and I was stronger at the gym.
After this, I visited a different escort every 6 months or once a year for 4 years, it was enough for me to balance my sexual energy, I always took my time to find an escort of good energy some are very special. I never ejaculated with the girls. This was a therapy for me, it was not for seeking pleasure I was having taoist sex non ejaculatory sex. It's the only sex I practice. I never ejaculate during sex, I only did it 3 times in my life with a girlfriend just to experience it, it doesn't compare to Tao and the multiorgasms you achieve non ejaculating. Also you become stronger and more healthy if you don't ejaculate. After ejaculation you just end up tired.
Then I stopped using escorts 4 years later after I started. I was able to balance my sexual energy a lot better by myself that is why I stopped. And from that point I'm able to live without sex many months and can wait until a girl with good energy walks into my path.
Conclusion: sex is sacred, prostitution can be a good job if it's not forced, girls do this out of need and many like their job and their clients, they have said this to me. Also for example escorts can help a married man in a relationship were the wife doesn't want to have sex anymore, they can help a guy to overcome PE, it can help a virgin to be good at love making.
Most men that find escorts are regular smart working men, freaks are strange exceptions.
I dare to say one time with an escort of good energy doing non ejaculatory sex can give you more balance, wisdom than 10 years trying to do nofap by yourself.
P. S: IT'S JUST MY OPINION I'M NOT A PREACHER OR A ROLE MODEL
I just gave a deep thought about this subject. It's going to be controversial. If your religion it's against sex out of marriage, only meant for procreation, you are a very moralistic person this thread it's not for you. You have been warned.
I always loved the idea of brahmacharya or celibacy since a little kid, I dreamed about living without sex all my life. So I was celibate most of my life. Out of choice.
At 25 years old I lost my virginity to a prostitute. Why? Because I was under extreme stress and having difficulties studying and sleeping, my father he is a taoist practitioner said I need to have sex and recommended a prostitute. I was hesitant because I love being celibate I respect his judgment and I had sex with a young college girl escort, my performance was amazing I never felt the need to ejaculate and I didn't ejaculate at all. The girl was captivated by me she asked for my number and wanted to date me, she called me several times. I must confess I felt some pride because an escort a model looking girl was attracted to me, wanted to date me for free and become my girlfriend. We didn't take things further my father told me it wasn't a good idea. I trusted him and also I didn't know anything about girls back then.
After sex I felt a calm I haven't felt in years I slept, studied better and I was stronger at the gym.
After this, I visited a different escort every 6 months or once a year for 4 years, it was enough for me to balance my sexual energy, I always took my time to find an escort of good energy some are very special. I never ejaculated with the girls. This was a therapy for me, it was not for seeking pleasure I was having taoist sex non ejaculatory sex. It's the only sex I practice. I never ejaculate during sex, I only did it 3 times in my life with a girlfriend just to experience it, it doesn't compare to Tao and the multiorgasms you achieve non ejaculating. Also you become stronger and more healthy if you don't ejaculate. After ejaculation you just end up tired.
Then I stopped using escorts 4 years later after I started. I was able to balance my sexual energy a lot better by myself that is why I stopped. And from that point I'm able to live without sex many months and can wait until a girl with good energy walks into my path.
Conclusion: sex is sacred, prostitution can be a good job if it's not forced, girls do this out of need and many like their job and their clients, they have said this to me. Also for example escorts can help a married man in a relationship were the wife doesn't want to have sex anymore, they can help a guy to overcome PE, it can help a virgin to be good at love making.
Most men that find escorts are regular smart working men, freaks are strange exceptions.
I dare to say one time with an escort of good energy doing non ejaculatory sex can give you more balance, wisdom than 10 years trying to do nofap by yourself.
P. S: IT'S JUST MY OPINION I'M NOT A PREACHER OR A ROLE MODEL
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