Pure beautiful sex energy and ugly PMO energy

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Erichpure, Apr 20, 2019.

  1. Erichpure

    Erichpure Fapstronaut

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    if i am immersed in PMO I gave in to a completely wrong use of the sex energy. A very negative mind. Sex energy is beautiful and pure. Back when I was 16 and I had first encounters with a girl I was always so aroused and I was only interested in her doing well and loving her. When we departed I was sooo endless happy. It was overwhelming how beautiful bright and pure this was.
    This is how I know -also from later- is how sex and the right use of sex energy can be.

    Immersed in PMO the opposite occurs. Laziness negativity low energy darkness take place. We allow this to happen and it’s impossible in this huge pile of rubbish to perceive anything beautiful at all. Hooked and separating oneself from beauty and happiness.

    This mind this purity I know I want to regain. I don’t allow the many ways that pull me into the darkness and a low bad life anymore to take control. I am in control. It needs discipline determination and attendance to the process of cleansing.
     
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    Today I can feel how easily I could fall into the dull state of mind. Just giving in. Ruining all the perks of beauty. How Bad negativity and bad energy is. How much it comes from whatever pattern we have inside. Whatever defects. They need to be detected one by one and eliminated. As doing this things can change as things can change the foundation of the porn problem can be taken apart and I can escape from ut
     

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