Purpose Humility

Discussion in 'Self Improvement' started by Lustorlove, Mar 25, 2019.

  1. Lustorlove

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    Before I go into my life story, I should mention this post will be extremely biased toward the Christianity religion, specifically the Protestant Reformation. Also I’m not the brightest son in the universe.

    So let’s get to it; at 21 now I don’t remember much about my child days, you know those elem days. My parents tell me I was the man. At a young age I was introduced to hip hop/rap, pop, and some rock , specifically Slim (the goat) and main stream pop.i believe that once I got introduced to pornography around the age of 10 (+/- a year) and video games at the same time, I became obsessed with this alternate universe; a Godless universe.

    I completely forgot everything I was taught as a young child who went to church most Sundays.

    Then, *BANG* , I became less innocent and started to become insecure. Also Not as masc. that’s right when we were kids we were more masc, grounded, and confident.

    I go through middle school n high school as the OutKast with “friends” but don’t know where or who to fit in with.

    Then on comes today, where I pray to inspire that one person who feels this. My friends, I was unsure who I was last week! I am almost 7 days into hard mode (my username is lustorlove on the nomo sobriety app, if you wanna add me as an accountability partner.). On Wednesday last week I listened to the book The Way of the Superior Man by David Deida. Something clicked after listening to almost 3 hours of this book. The main thing the hit me was that I should be living for a purpose. After a hot minute of thinking, I decided that my purpose in life is to live my best potential in Gods eyes. Before I knew it I felt closer to Him than I ever have before.

    My days are fun now I sleep the 5-8 hours recommended and wake up with this energy that is unexplainable. I’m a masc flirt. Girls dig it. Confidence up anxiety down. I’m that real good guy. For Him. I feel blessed, the Bible is the only book I will read for life, I want to know every inch of it, especially the new test.

    I can’t wait to see what’s to come. I’m going attempt to make out with the cutest girl in my wed class this week. Wish me luck!

    I recommend reading No More Mr Nice Guy by Robert A Glover and Models by Mark Manson. Also I recommend listening to I Can Only Imagine by mercyme, My Savior My God by Aaron shust, Jesus Son of God by Chris tomlin, This I Believe by hillsong worship, Oceans by hillsong United, Angels by chance, IDK by pnb n a boogie, Juice by chance, free bird by led zep, carry on my wayward son by Kansas, 7 rings by Ariana grande, and shake it off by Taylor Swift.

    Follow Him to life!

    P.S.
    Ben Shapiro 2024
     
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    I just wanted to add one more thing, when u have as much faith in God as God has in u; that is when u will receive true happiness and blessings of eternal life.
     
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    Can I at least get an amen :(
     
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  4. Congrats on everything, my friend! I'm not Christian, but Amen!
     

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