Im on day 31 of hardmode nofap. After fighting through a 2-week long flatline for the last 4-5 days my sex drive/libido has been pretty high, wet dreams, strong fantasies and a motivation to find and talk to real girls. I wasn't interested at all in looking at porn, more so the idea of having a relationship with real girls, something i havent felt in a while. I was having erections at the slightest thought of girls i like. In this time i felt really happy, confident and motivated (got a lot of work done, sex transmutation) overall. My libido has calmed down a lot though today along with the confidence. I was a really bad porn addict for a long while and my tastes started to morph cause regular porn didnt get me off anymore, I feel i fucked up my brain badly without realising, I haven't had a crush on a real girl in so long but so far I feel like the damage is being reversed. I have a few questions My libido kinda dropped today and I dont feel that natural horniness I felt in the last few days. Is this fluctuation of sex drive a result of nofap rewiring and healing my brain? Secondly after I'm fully recovered and my brain chemistry is back to normal (90-150 days complete abstaining from anything artificially sexual), will the desensitization to real girls be undone and will i have the motivation to go through the effort with real girls.