Is there ever a time when you stop thinking about his addiction? Is there ever a time when you stop worrying about whether or not he's telling you the truth? Is there ever a time when you get your confidence back? When you stop doubting yourself? When you stop comparing yourself to other women? Does the anger and resentment ever really subside? Or do you just have figure out how to keep pushing all these feelings down indefinitely? I'd been doing pretty good not letting my emotions get the best of me since finding out about my husbands PA but yesterday it all fell apart and I had a horrible day. How have you helped yourself heal?