Rant.

So, you think you are addicted to porn and that's your problem? Why are you addicted? Why do you seek instant gratification, television, youtube videos, junk food, shit people try to sell you in advertisements. Hey check this out, you have to get this. You have to get that.

We live in a consumer society. It's very cool, but it can also be very dangerous. It can fool you into believing you are doing something important like fucking 10 girls at once or becoming engulfed in a very important story. Well, I've got news for you bro, and in the back of your mind, you already know this. Those 10 girls you are "fucking" are not actually there. It's just a computer screen, and if you met girls that looked like that in real life you wouldn't have the social skills to speak with them, because you're used to the computer screen doing whatever you want. The "awesome stories" that you feel apart of are not even real. They were written by a great writer and distributed as a commodity to the masses to give them something to do on Sunday nights at 8, and something to look forward to. But guess what, you are not doing anything. You are not doing anything productive, giving anything to the world, or accomplishing anything that will rise you or the people around you to a higher level of consciousness. And you may be happy like that. Cool. But for most people, they hit an age and look back at what they've accomplished. Oh, I watched game of thrones every weekend and chilled. Oh, I masturbated to a bunch of girls who I didn't even have to work for on a computer screen and simultaneously avoided actual human contact. I did that over and over and over again for over 30 years. I never went out and challenged myself or had a great experience at the club, mall, or festival speaking with actual girls. I never went on my own adventures to different parts of the world, or even to different parts of my own fucking city to experience something new. Nope, I pretty much stayed at home and hooked my brain up to a machine that transmits artificial stimulation, and made sure not to go outside and upset anyone by expressing my opinions. Oh no, I let people tell me "Hey, buy this and do this job. This is a nice job," and I listened. I listen to everything other people tell me to do. About 99% of men watch TV and porn all the time, right? Yeah, I don't want to upset anyone by having a different opinion. After all, other people have it right and I can't be right, right? Right? Hello? I need you to tell me if I'm right.

YOU are always evolving. Look at what habits you have, what behaviors you are building. These are the habits and behaviors that will shape you for the REST OF YOUR LIFE.

Readers of this post, all I want you to do is ask yourself one question...
Do you feel lucky?

Just kidding. Where are you branching off to, and how are the habits and behaviors you have right now affecting where you will be a week, month, or year(s) from now?