Hi I started going to McDonald's for breakfast. First time I went there i noticed the cleaning lady was super cute, I was attracted to her ìmmediately. I sat outside and she came out to get my tray when I was done, she was smiley and friendly. I thought this is great, she has a reason to come to me it shouldn't be too difficult to start chatting and get to know her a bit and ask her out. Except - she only came out one more time. One day I had to ask her to open the outdoor seating area so we had a small chat then, I made a few lame jokes which she laughed at, another time I found out she's from Spain but thats it really. Now when I go in, even when we literally walk right past each other there is no eye contact, I've been there 20 times this year and she doesn't even say good morning. I see her with other customers and she is lovely and chatty. I'm thoroughly depressed about it. I am really, really bad with women, im coming from 10 years no sex which only ended by hiring an escort. The funny thing is, my life has improved dramatically since corona, self esteem and confidence higher than ever, and I thought great - heres a sexy woman who's job is to come over to me (to collect my tray) at least i can practice chatting/flirting with her and who knows...but it just hasn't happened. Instead of asking her out for a coffee im seriously considering saying excuse me, im a regular here, why the fuck are you so unfriendly to me, you don't even say good morning, wtf? I can't even get the cleaning lady at McDonald's to smile and say good morning to me. Thats the effect I have on women and it sucks. Ok rant over. Thanks for reading.