Day 5: Few challenges have come as of late - I've been able to keep myself in control with the only exception being an esoteric picture on Instagram I saw this morning. Keeping the coomer.mp4 YouTube video close at hand, I have it downloaded and it is working wonders. Had the first cold shower in my life and it was exhilarating and painful to say the least. Didn't really enjoy it at first but the idea of finding comfort in discomfort seems very powerful and I want this feeling to last. Next update will be on the 10th of November; gotta stay strong, even if for NNN. Remember, your happiness shouldn't depend on one person.