Ready to change.

I'm a 19 yo married female, who has been addicted to porn and the activities and feelings that go along with it for 10 years. It's become a much larger problem in the last 4 years, as I have had my own computer, with no internet filters. I allowed myself to get past the point of no return. I'm sick of feeling ashamed with Pornhub shows up in my browser history, or new tab recent websites when my husband goes to use the computer. I'm sick of having such a hyperactive sex drive, and feeling dissatisfied with my intimacy with my husband, because my expectations are so out of wack. I don't feel feminine. This isn't a feminine problem. (In my mind.) I need support. I need to know that I can't possibly be the only person out there with an out of control sex drive. I'm not even sure where to start. But I figure this is something.