Ready to give birth to a new me

Discípulo

Discípulo

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Hi, i`ve been fighting the addiction to artificial sexual stimulation for several years now. To give a brief introduction a can say that i´m from Argentina and always was preety smart and curious about anything. When a was a kid, i would see any pornographic material as if it was the holy grail, something extremly valuable and hard to get (i can add that i went to a catholic school, so you can imagine the sexual repression a was living). At the age of 19 i returned to my home after a frustrated attempt to study in the capital. Back there i had internet connection, so you can imagine the situation (unlimited porn access+living alone=0 study skills). When a returned living with my parents two new things happened, i had the internet and discovered the disastrous effects of porn.
Two opposing forces that left me aimless and believing me to be a manic depressive (now i know that porn and weed where the causes of this). After several attempts on diferent careers my girl suggested me to get in Administration, so this time i knew i had to do things differently and started to practice semen retention along with Tai chi. That was the turning point of my life. Today i enjoy the benefits of that, i give up weed (after years of trying) and feel more happy than ever in my life. This is very good, but feeling so invulnerable have it´s own negative effect, my brain makes me think that watching some porn will do no harm, but i know better. So here i am, willing to give up that poison for life and be the best me i can be. (sorry for grammar errors) Thank you for existing!!!!!
 
"Ready to Give Birth to a New Me" - Just remember when you get stressed and tempted, its all labour pains man! All labour pains of giving birth to a new you!!!
 
Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
 
D . J . said:
Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you.

The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
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Thank you DJ for the welcome, i was wondering, how many are here in Nofap? just curious.
 
Un gusto poder leerte querido amigo. Voy a seguirte así nos acompañamos mutuamente.

I try to always remenber that PMOing is living in a fantasy world that keeps me from engaging in real and meaningful relations.
 
I was reading some posts about abstaining M and O, but not the P. I have something to say about that. I've known the benefits of semen retention for several years already, and they are fantastic, but, i kept track of my grades in college and every time a edge watching some P they went down and happend every time. So, P does not affect your vitality nor your general mood (unless you ejaculate), but affect greatly your cognitive performance and learning process. That is the main reason i want to stay away from that powerful drug.
 
Well, I've been taking the challenge pretty easy for now. Very few urges that i could handle them well. This past days i was a little sad, don´t know why, but also trying to motivate myself. (CAUTION!) Today a classmate really did triggered me, she was a redhaired girl very gorgeous and i started fantasying mostly because of her mouth (with braces) and her body figure, she was somehow flirting with me (could´t know if she was aware of it). I do not recommend this, because it makes you see women like sexual beings and nothing else, when in reality they are people that have needs and dreams, and they are precious creatures of God.
 
Well done on 29 days Discipulo. Flirting is healthy and human, and came easier for me when I was clean. :)
 
I´m really really happy, today is my day 100 of retaining essence :). I managed to go all winter without releasing a single drop of semen. Adding to that my Pied is going away, no more helping pills for me! Sh...t! It´s nice to be healthy and young. If i can do it, so do you! Why waiting another day to be awesome? (Didn´t know how to make a new post XD).
 
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