Now before my relationship I had friends, not great friends but okay friends that just graduated highschool with me. I met my first girlfriend through work that summer and it was my first love so I wanted to spend every moment with her. Two and a half years later she betrayed me and left me for another guy, kicking me out and sending me back to live with my parents. My PMO addiction was definitely an issue with her but there were other factors as well that i wont get into. Its been two months since i moved home and we stopped talking completely. Over the time we spent together i lost connection with a lot of my friends by issolating myself with her and her family and friends. Now that we broke up, her family and friends are still nice to me but dont want me around. Not only that but ive tried to recconect with friends from highschool and well it just didnt work out. So not only did this breakup leave me single, but also friendless. I fell into a depression and im trying to dig myself out but I just cannot connect with anyone, and my anxiety keeps me from leaving my house other than to work. I might be doing better by stopping PMO but I still resort to just sitting around watching netflix or playing a game during my time off work. I also find it crazy how losing my virginity and having a gf for almost three years only made my anxiety around women worse.