Really strong urge.

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Mitsuro, Jun 18, 2020.

  1. Mitsuro

    Mitsuro Fapstronaut

    ⚠️ Potential trigger warning ⚠️

    So I’ve just been talking to my female neighbor, I’m not really attracted to her usally even though she is attractive( she is not my type). I won’t go into detail about what I saw but let’s just say it’s really hot out and she wasn’t wearing much. We also got on really well and it was nice to chat her. Now for the first time in the last 10 days I really want to M, I’m not even really thinking of porn, that would come after. My usual entry back into P is M first. I just have a very strong desire now to M. I really don’t want to so I know where it will lead, I’ve had enough of wasting my life.

    I’m hoping by posting this I will keep myself accountable.
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  2. Do 30 push ups right now and you'll be over the urge
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  3. better_than_me

    better_than_me New Fapstronaut

    Good job mate! Do you understand that you're much better than you there yesterday just by making this decision not to M? I'm glad that you share your feelings. I see that you're on your day 10, so the urge to do it is normal, just try to think about it from that perspective - it's just a phase. You'll pass it!
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