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Really weird experience - what is your opinion on this?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by LoyalKnight, Aug 7, 2017.

Would you consider this as a relapse?

  1. Yes.

  2. No.

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  1. LoyalKnight

    LoyalKnight Fapstronaut

    Today I wanted to approach some women, I left home with that intention as well. I was going to approach a girl, but I hesitated too long and then I went away. I decided no, I have to go back and approach her. When I went back, she was with her boyfriend. So I went away to my home, without approaching a girl for today.

    Then it started.

    I thought that it would be helpful for my skills to watch some approaching videos on YouTube. I did this for couple of videos, but I could see no sense in it. I also got really horny during this process, so I decided to close the videos down. The girls had normal clothing on though, so I cannot see why it should have triggered me.

    Anyways, I closed it down, and in around 10-20 seconds I had a massive semen leakage. It did not smell like what cum smells like, and it was rather too different then to be cum. It was like having a wet dream, but just with the fact that I was awake.

    While having this leakage, no video was open. I was sitting normally, and my penis did not become hard as well. I did not touch, rub, press or anything like that. I was just sitting normally.

    What is your thought on this - would you consider this a relapse? It can be classified as an orgasm - but so can wet dreams. It was obviously not P or not M as well.

    I read some more people experiencing this on really long streaks, and according to them it is normal.

    I made a poll on this occasion - feel free to drop a comment as well.
     

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