Reasons for still relapsing and edging during reboot

hi guys
these are reasons due to which i had relapse or involve in edging....

1.whenever uses internet for a long time the urge to watch porn or mean to say voice in the head i want to watch porn get strong.
searching old history of browser or in saved searches of the browser...
2. feeling triggered even seeing ad containing erotic images
3.feeling jealous of others people in life
4.don't sharing things with other people/siblings/families
5. focussing on getting more of something whether food, comedy,watching youtube videos .
6.remaining worried about whether i will complete my streak,reboot challenge etc.
7.sustaining the thinking in the mind " what others think of me ", compulsive thinking.
8.Creating more personal goal of which mind can't accomplish.
9. concerned more with negativity of anything
10. feeling of self pity on being relapsed
11.counting days of nofap and seeing the longest streak of other nofap peoples.
12. so attachment with the gadgets that i feel sad if they get broke down which triggers urge "now you have to watch porn to cope up with sadness ".
13.not asking for help on nofap when feel triggered, sad, emotionally low, or more attracted to watch porn .

this list is exhaustive but i have considered those facts that i m witnessing in myself...

guys your support and advice is needed

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thanks for reading this