Unpopular opinion but why not see what survivors of suicide look like? They almost never want to try it again. Death reveals all men as cowards; you don't need a reason to live to stay alive. Most people in this world simply function as drones anyway. Give them religion or compliments or raises in salary and they automatically find a reason to validate their existence. The weak always look for an entity to validate themselves with and fight vigorously when their purpose is thrown into scrutiny. Most arguments for living are baseless and illogical; helping others isn't a valid reason to live either. The people you help most likely don't have a logical and unbiased reason to exist either. A man's worth is measured by the number of people that depend on him. Lives are the currency of our planet, not money. Become a reason why people want to exist and face the void of unbearable solitude yourself. This is the paradox every powerful man is fated to face everyday. It is always lonely at the top of the world. Be the man who fills that void. "The meaning of life is a life of meaning." You decide what you want your life to mean. It's agonizingly simple.