I initiated a reboot on Friday morning, today is day 4. Technically the reboot has kinda failed as I have looked at porn today, however I'm still floating. Feeling like I need someone
@Lee741258963 , We all relapsed many times when we started, just reset your thoughts, find what triggered you this time and be better the next time. Look at it this way - You went 4 days without PMO - that's progress ! Stay Strong and Steady On !
Ok technically this is a failure, however I'm only counting this a partial failure as, well you know... Someone else I care about is going through a difficult time right now, I can be important by not looking at stuff that I don't want to look at and being on call for other people My goodness this is SO difficult Now I need some food, damn appetite suppression when your in that frame of mind ...and gentlemen your positive comments do resonate and help
Yep, that's right - if we forget about food when we PMO, imagine all the people that need us and we are not present for them. Go have a nice meal and play some soft meditation type music in the background on streaming (not Youtube as many have found this a trigger)
Hey @Lee741258963, My reboot is always about to collapse. And yet I keep trying to recover. I feel like a toddler learning to walk, I often trip and fall, but it's expected when you do something you never did before (or in a very long time).
