leipjoekel045
New Fapstronaut
Hi all,
Let's start with a little bit of background,
I've been battling PMO for over a good year now. The first 6-8 months I've passed without any relapse, but also without any drastic changes.
The only big change I've gone through is that my PIED is gone .
After this period I've entered a period of relapses for a month or so, relapsing to MO, edging and sometimes PMO, about 2 times a week (average, sometimes every day, sometimes 0 for a week).
I'm back on a 1 month + streak, mentally stronger then ever.
Before my relapse I've noticed increased energy and slightly better mood.
I've got semi-morning wood 4 5 times a week, doesn't stay long and also not that solid.
Lately I've been diagnosed with testosterone deficiency.
Where normal people have a total test between 10 and 35, I've had 6, where normal people had their free test levels between 270 and 1070, mine was 209.
Now my question is, is it normal to have lower testosterone during a reboot? especially after such a long time? I know my relapses are just a month ago, but I don't think all my progress is lost since I have semi morning woods again. I did the blood test not long into my new PMO-free streak, so not sure if my test dropped after a relapse.
Will do another test tomorrow to confirm.
I still struggle with bad moods (slightly better then a year ago) and low motivation, no drive for life in general.
I am just cruising through life since I started the reboot, without a lot of joy or happiness. Also, literately 0 libido since the start, never improved even a bit (if we are not counting urge to MO or PMO).
Anyone facing the same symptoms or problems? are there people out there who had normal test levels during a reboot?
Thanks a lot, hope you all have a great day!
Let's start with a little bit of background,
I've been battling PMO for over a good year now. The first 6-8 months I've passed without any relapse, but also without any drastic changes.
The only big change I've gone through is that my PIED is gone .
After this period I've entered a period of relapses for a month or so, relapsing to MO, edging and sometimes PMO, about 2 times a week (average, sometimes every day, sometimes 0 for a week).
I'm back on a 1 month + streak, mentally stronger then ever.
Before my relapse I've noticed increased energy and slightly better mood.
I've got semi-morning wood 4 5 times a week, doesn't stay long and also not that solid.
Lately I've been diagnosed with testosterone deficiency.
Where normal people have a total test between 10 and 35, I've had 6, where normal people had their free test levels between 270 and 1070, mine was 209.
Now my question is, is it normal to have lower testosterone during a reboot? especially after such a long time? I know my relapses are just a month ago, but I don't think all my progress is lost since I have semi morning woods again. I did the blood test not long into my new PMO-free streak, so not sure if my test dropped after a relapse.
Will do another test tomorrow to confirm.
I still struggle with bad moods (slightly better then a year ago) and low motivation, no drive for life in general.
I am just cruising through life since I started the reboot, without a lot of joy or happiness. Also, literately 0 libido since the start, never improved even a bit (if we are not counting urge to MO or PMO).
Anyone facing the same symptoms or problems? are there people out there who had normal test levels during a reboot?
Thanks a lot, hope you all have a great day!