all my life i have been feeling lonely and depressed as i did not really have a friend circle a place and a comfort zone to vent out things.i used to think of being lonely as a curse and something i hated for years of my life,i am constantly interacting with people superficially and the so called SOCIALISING does happen but rarely ever do i really feel connected. it's like i've seen enough of things in my life of just 19 yrs to lead me to the conclusion that the world doesn't really care who you are,what you do where you are and how you feel on a daily basis. yess kind and helpful people do exist i don't deny the fact i do acknowledge the thing that selfless actions do happen everyday in the world but even among those the 99% are those which are aimed at something material some gain tactical economical,political,religious or maybe psychological.feeling lonely is a something that i learnt at a very young age.something that helps me cope with my internal issues.helps me peek into my own self. being with others; a person talks about different things which i believe is also essential so as to feel normal once again,to reduce the issues that arise between people at workplace to something more agreeable between both parties. but i am done,i lay to rest the concepts of love and friendship and socializing, happened after a lot of thought and deliberation.most probably i would do the following only when i see a gain not otherwise, coz when i reflect back and see things,i realize that trust really is a dangerous game and trusting people can sometimes be devastating in life.