I have recently separated from my husband a month a ago, we were nearly married for 8 years. We have two young daughters turning 2yr and 4yrs. He has a porn addiction and has chosen it over a family, he doesn't want any marriage counseling and wants a divorce. I have been very lonely for last couple of years he has been distant and never really showed any affection to me, and wasn't there emotionally. He also had a temper, broke my daughters furniture, and wasn't very hands on with our daughters, like didn't help with bathing them and never changed nappies. He took 20 days to ask to speak to his daughters on the phone. I dont understand why he would want to give up and chose porn over us me.He broke my heart over and over with his relapses, and took away my self esteem. He would deflect and say something nasty to me when I found out he had been looking at it. I felt like I couldn't get my trust back and it felt like my feelings didn't matter to him. I have to stay strong for my girls... it's so hard, but I feel finally free.