Recharging between battles with MO.

I'm having a problem recharging my batteries for another battle with kicking MO to the curb. Also, I am worried it will take away from my battle with PMO as I find myself getting weaker, running out of energy to fight the urges, but that is not all.

I seem to not be recovering like i did, or at least inasmuch as this is my third streak. My first thought, which I try to fight, is give myself a chance to fail, restart, and do it all over. Entertaining that thought even for a second makes it stronger, but I know it will pass. Furthermore, my masturbation struggle seems benign compared to full relapse; and that is the trouble.

Idea number one: Wait to have another masturbation challenge a week or two from now and just let myself off the hook.

Idea number two: Consider an accountability partner.

Idea number three: Take a vacation from electronics for a week or two.

Idea number four: Hold out until I find full time work for the winter

Idea number five: Get off hook(with mo obviously not p) until I find a job, then, after finding job, start no masturbation challenge again.

 

Almost ended up googling something bad. However, safe search was on, ran away from computer, got back onto my streak. Why does this have to be so tough?