I am 23 and have been suffering with porn addiction for a long time. I made it almost 5 years porn free, yet I fell back into it. My story is told throughout my previous postings on nofap over the past couple months. Today I relapsed after a month... I'm struggling to say the least. I was baptized 3 years ago and at the peak of practicing Christianity I remember feeling more wholesome, spiritual, and more honest than I had ever been. I miss these feelings deeply, I miss honesty, I miss my connection with God, I miss being a practicing Christian, I miss the connection with my wife... I miss a lot. So I'm here to reestablish my connection with God, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit. I think this is the only option left in life that can cure me of this horrible sickness. Any and all advice you guys have to help me reestablish a connection with God and take care of myself will be welcome. Moving forward I'm going to establish what pornography and masturbation is to me. Pornography and masturbation are anything that has the intent to be sexually stimulating by any means. My promise to myself, God the Father, and Jesus Christ is that "I will not engage in pornography or masturbation." After reading some responses and advice, I hope to form a good foundation to work from, hopefully one that will not falter.