So firstly, recently I've been getting to this porn game on a website called nutaku. Playing it usually always results in me relapsing. This does in fact count as porn and I'm seriously looking to get rid of it. How am I supposed to do this? This is in fact a lot harder than abstaining porn videos because I tend to get attracted to the game mechanics itself, however, exposing me to the porn which leads to relapses. Am I allowed to play this? Should I maybe take a gap in playing it? Or should I go cold-turkey? I'm prepared to do anything you have to say to help rid this addiction most efficiently.
Secondly, I have a heck ton of work to complete. I'm in 12th grade! I always get stressed out about my work and I'm ashamed to say that it's because I just procrastinate it to watch porn and masturbate. If I didn't, I'd have enough time to do all my work twice or maybe even thrice! This impacts my education seriously. I seriously want some input as to how you deal with this in the right manner.
Thirdly, I have free time. A lot of it. This usually leads me to getting bored and going to porn sites to fill the void in me. See, when I usually come home from school, I'm determined that I will practice programming (my hobby). But after I come home, I feel a little lazy, go to some games, get bored, and go to some porn telling myself it's just for a bit and one thing leads to another and relapsseedddd.
Fourthly, even after dealing with all this, I'm pretty sure I'll start to get fantasies if I watch regular movies with attractive people because that does happen now. This is very annoying and I want it to stop. I want to watch a movie like a regular person and have regular enjoyment. What do I do?
So I feel that every singe one of these contribute to my relapses. This is my current life. My record is a measly 8 days and I'm determined to break free of this goddamn inhumane addiction.
Go NoFap!
Secondly, I have a heck ton of work to complete. I'm in 12th grade! I always get stressed out about my work and I'm ashamed to say that it's because I just procrastinate it to watch porn and masturbate. If I didn't, I'd have enough time to do all my work twice or maybe even thrice! This impacts my education seriously. I seriously want some input as to how you deal with this in the right manner.
Thirdly, I have free time. A lot of it. This usually leads me to getting bored and going to porn sites to fill the void in me. See, when I usually come home from school, I'm determined that I will practice programming (my hobby). But after I come home, I feel a little lazy, go to some games, get bored, and go to some porn telling myself it's just for a bit and one thing leads to another and relapsseedddd.
Fourthly, even after dealing with all this, I'm pretty sure I'll start to get fantasies if I watch regular movies with attractive people because that does happen now. This is very annoying and I want it to stop. I want to watch a movie like a regular person and have regular enjoyment. What do I do?
So I feel that every singe one of these contribute to my relapses. This is my current life. My record is a measly 8 days and I'm determined to break free of this goddamn inhumane addiction.
Go NoFap!