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pugsandstuff

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Hey,

So I just want to start out by saying that a done the 100 day reboot and relapsed a few times in 2018, but it worked. It was awesome, I never felt better. I went from being impotent with partners to not being able to be soft. Don’t be surprised if you have the problem with the first person or two you try anything with after rebooting. The only thing is though as someone who gets addicted to things easily, I kinda went off the deep end and went into a full blown sex addiction. I ended up sleeping with over 100 people in a year, and kinda realized I have an addictive personality. After therapy for a while and a few STD, I realized this. But if you get anything out of this, I would just like to say that the reboot does works you just have to have patience and trust the process. Like any addiction, your brain has to have time to readjust. Porn and masturbation is a real addiction, but you can overcome it and reach a point of normalcy. If you have any further questions feel free to ask.
 
So you are borderline personality - the one who goes in extremes in everything you set your mind to. Anyway, I think you get addicted to sex because you lost yourself and wasn't enough off PMO before you started to have sex.

Are you are ready to do 500 days of hardmode now?
 
I also have a kind of addiction. But I won't say which one. I try to constantly hold back, but I can't. I don’t know what to do.
 
pcmaster said:
So you are borderline personality - the one who goes in extremes in everything you set your mind to. Anyway, I think you get addicted to sex because you lost yourself and wasn't enough off PMO before you started to have sex.

Are you are ready to do 500 days of hardmode now?
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With respect, that's not what BPD is exactly, you can't diagnose with such a serious disorder just from what he's said in his last post
 
Smokedaddy said:
With respect, that's not what BPD is exactly, you can't diagnose with such a serious disorder just from what he's said in his last post
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I explained how I meant it. It was meant in a good way, not as an illness. Sure can sound bad but no diagnosis meant. Just a type of personality.
 
pugsandstuff said:
Hey,

So I just want to start out by saying that a done the 100 day reboot and relapsed a few times in 2018, but it worked. It was awesome, I never felt better. I went from being impotent with partners to not being able to be soft. Don’t be surprised if you have the problem with the first person or two you try anything with after rebooting. The only thing is though as someone who gets addicted to things easily, I kinda went off the deep end and went into a full blown sex addiction. I ended up sleeping with over 100 people in a year, and kinda realized I have an addictive personality. After therapy for a while and a few STD, I realized this. But if you get anything out of this, I would just like to say that the reboot does works you just have to have patience and trust the process. Like any addiction, your brain has to have time to readjust. Porn and masturbation is a real addiction, but you can overcome it and reach a point of normalcy. If you have any further questions feel free to ask.
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Very honest story, I am glad you are better. You're right that we have to create a new type of normalcy for ourselves and that it gets easier as you go. Hoping to be at that point too soon myself. thank you!
 
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