Recovery Journal

Day 67 slept alright, woke up before alarm, the ability to go all the way from A to Z getting more pronounced in me!

 

Day 67 slept alright, woke up before alarm, the ability to go all the way from A to Z getting more pronounced in me!

 

For the day 68 -slept alright,did a lot of scheduled day's tasks but not all of them. There's still alot of room for improvement.

 

Day 69,70,71 slept alright but it was a bit difficult to fall asleep because of the changes I made in my schedule-I was going to bed an hour earlier than when I used to go.Had a weird dream just before I woke up it was like sudden out of the blue M for a 1-or 2 seconds, it was like alive memory from your brain jumped into your mind and I didn't even touch anything, a bit wondering why and why just before waking up?

 

Day 72 slept alright but after waking up felt sleepy and snoozed extra half an hour. Feel a bit all overthe place and found myself dodging doing necessary tasks today,sort of looking for thee right time and spending too much time on my likes(the things I like doing).

 

Day 73 slept so-so with tons of weird dreams,endless erections without any visual(I mean in the dreams)stimulation and maybe 5 times I went for a pee. I guess that the stressful part of anticipation of future hardship.

 

Day 74 slept so-so had something like internal wet dream due to sexy dream content.

 

Days 75,76,77 slept alright but with waking up 2-3 times through the night. Feel reluctance in taking on uninteresting tasks.

 

In this way the results of the returned path are made available.

 

Day 78 slept alright,lots of prayer and watched a long movie today( about 2.5-3 hours)

 

Day 86 slept alright, feel calmness but my power of focus is strong so that there should be a plan otherwise anything you do might feel like OCD when you don't want to leave whatever you are engaged with until it's logical conclusion. That means many hours at a time when time just flies...