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Fapstronaut
Okay, so I don't think I've ever really had a proper wet dream before. Maybe a small one once or twice.
Lately though, I've been having a different type of dream.
Lots of my dreams lately are just of me relapsing to porn, realizing what I'm doing, stopping before O, and then feeling really depressed. In the dream, I genuinely feel like I've relapsed, and I get that depressed, disappointed feeling that follows a relapse. Also, I don't always dream that I relapse to porn. Just a couple of nights ago, I dreamed that I walked into the bathroom, MO'd, and walked out again feeling horrible.
The good thing is though, when I wake up and realize I haven't relapsed, it feels so good. It feels (and kind of is) exactly like you relapse, but then you're instantly given another chance.
The feeling of suddenly going from relapsing to realizing you still have a streak is amazing.
Anyway, does anybody else get dreams that they've relapsed?
Lately though, I've been having a different type of dream.
Lots of my dreams lately are just of me relapsing to porn, realizing what I'm doing, stopping before O, and then feeling really depressed. In the dream, I genuinely feel like I've relapsed, and I get that depressed, disappointed feeling that follows a relapse. Also, I don't always dream that I relapse to porn. Just a couple of nights ago, I dreamed that I walked into the bathroom, MO'd, and walked out again feeling horrible.
The good thing is though, when I wake up and realize I haven't relapsed, it feels so good. It feels (and kind of is) exactly like you relapse, but then you're instantly given another chance.
The feeling of suddenly going from relapsing to realizing you still have a streak is amazing.
Anyway, does anybody else get dreams that they've relapsed?