He said that he was trying to abstain from Porn, Masturbation, and Orgasm, AND he was doing 90 day *Monk Mode*. That means 100% abstinence. As hard as it is to do, I think it should be counted as a relapse. It qualifies as porn, especially on monk mode. He masturbated, if even a little, and as for orgasm it's in the gray area. If you're trying to completely abstain, a "kind-of-relapse" is a relapse. You can't half ass Monk Mode.
This is a relapse. A sexy girl on YouTube is considered a psub (porn substitute). You then started touching yourself to the point where you had seaman come out.
You prolly good. Just keep your hands off the man tube moving forward. 90 days baby!
It counts as porn, especially on monk mode, and if you're masturbating to it. If you fail one of the P, M, or O in P.M.O, you reset the whole P.M.O counter.
You are right porn no.... But you did say you actively went onto YouTube to look for sexy videos. This is actively going out looking for arousal and as such is a relapse. But you even though you have to reset this does give you some knew knowledge towards overcoming the addiction. My simple advise stay away from anything that may trigger arousal such as this and most importantly don't edge. You are just enabling the addiction to take control of you. Good luck.
I went 162 days, I understand how hard it is to give up a streak but your recovery is more important than a streak.
Yep, still feel abstinent. Didnt knew about the Porn substitutes stuff. So, wont erase this streak till finishing. But no more sexy videos jeje
